- Jul 29, 2014
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I want to sincerely apologize to everyone who I made upset, cursed out, and get attitude with for no reason. I am coming back to apologize because I know I am wrong. Not because "I got caught", for misrepresenting one of the most respected gyms in America. I did audition for CEA along time ago, but got turned away for personal reasons that shall remain between the gym, and my self. Even though I was angry with them for turning me away, I thought that if I used them for higher creditability as cheerleading experience it would get more parents interested in having their child on my team and trusting me as a professional coach.
I was wrong. Not only did I not realize that I could have gotten those girls in trouble if a coach thought this was someone from their gym currently acting like this on social media, this could have gone a lot further legal wise. I had the chance to swallow my pride and tell the truth but never did until now. I lied and lied, knowing darn well you guys really knew what was going on. I guessed that if I kept on insisting, the thread would just go away and the drama would eventually end. But again, I was wrong.
Overall, I have learned a very valuable lesson. I mean it this time. For now on, I vow to tell the truth about everything I post. I will also provide backup as proof. I really want to earn your trust and respect.
I want you guys to understand that I'm still young. I'm only twenty years old. I just turned twenty about two weeks ago. I still have a lot of growing up to do. Just like a little kid, once you lie about something, you get scared and continue to try and cover it up knowing your parents already know the truth and you're going to get punished anyway. That's what that thread was like for me. I felt like a kid all over again and didn't know how to "come clean".
I also need to realize that this is the internet. What I post on here stays. I've also realized that I will never become respected in the cheerleading world as a coach if I'm acting unprofessional on one of the most well known boards of all time. Any social media really. But especially things that reflect future jobs I want.
TO the CEA girls that have seen these post; I truly apologize to you out of all people on here. Because I made you guys look bad as a gym. Though I had did have one bad encounter with CEA, doesn't mean all CEA locations are the same. I'm sorry for taking credit for your work as I have no idea how hard it is to get there. I hope you find it in your hearts to forgive me and understand. I never looked at the fact that I could have gotten you guys in trouble. Not just you guys, but the whole gym.
As said before, I vow to tell the truth from now and provide proof If I have to backup anything I say. I will do anything it takes to earn the trust from Fierce boards users.
I was wrong. Not only did I not realize that I could have gotten those girls in trouble if a coach thought this was someone from their gym currently acting like this on social media, this could have gone a lot further legal wise. I had the chance to swallow my pride and tell the truth but never did until now. I lied and lied, knowing darn well you guys really knew what was going on. I guessed that if I kept on insisting, the thread would just go away and the drama would eventually end. But again, I was wrong.
Overall, I have learned a very valuable lesson. I mean it this time. For now on, I vow to tell the truth about everything I post. I will also provide backup as proof. I really want to earn your trust and respect.
I want you guys to understand that I'm still young. I'm only twenty years old. I just turned twenty about two weeks ago. I still have a lot of growing up to do. Just like a little kid, once you lie about something, you get scared and continue to try and cover it up knowing your parents already know the truth and you're going to get punished anyway. That's what that thread was like for me. I felt like a kid all over again and didn't know how to "come clean".
I also need to realize that this is the internet. What I post on here stays. I've also realized that I will never become respected in the cheerleading world as a coach if I'm acting unprofessional on one of the most well known boards of all time. Any social media really. But especially things that reflect future jobs I want.
TO the CEA girls that have seen these post; I truly apologize to you out of all people on here. Because I made you guys look bad as a gym. Though I had did have one bad encounter with CEA, doesn't mean all CEA locations are the same. I'm sorry for taking credit for your work as I have no idea how hard it is to get there. I hope you find it in your hearts to forgive me and understand. I never looked at the fact that I could have gotten you guys in trouble. Not just you guys, but the whole gym.
As said before, I vow to tell the truth from now and provide proof If I have to backup anything I say. I will do anything it takes to earn the trust from Fierce boards users.