I'm a little confused by this with the smoed and Brandon part...? (I also haven't been on the mat with black since worlds 2008... I'm alumni but thanks for the good luck) I was just saying I don't think that plank post was intended to be mean.. But I think your saying it never feels good to be pointed out on the Internet which I completely agree with!
Btw.. Watched smoed's video and (by looking at your picture I could recognized your cp) and she is incredibly talented && looks like she has a few years left, can't imagine how great she will be by her senior year!!