all of this advice has been so helpful thank you all! ideally, the perfect gym(for me) would be one with at least one worlds team, but not so massive that I don't get the one on one coach to athlete attention that I'd like. honestly, I'm not trying to go win worlds, that's not realistic for me. Just being able to go to worlds or to compete in the arena at NCA would already be like a dream come true for me. but I would also be happy with a successful senior 4 or restricted 5, im just not being pushed at all at my gym. even though I do privates as much as I can. for example I was supposed to do one tonight, but my coach cancelled on me. I must also add, that I consider myself to be extremely self determined. my coaches would all agree that I'm one of the hardest workers they've ever seen.