Ugh, I need moral support right now; I've done awful in all of my classes this semester (being in college has forced me to confront my reasons for procrastinating, and after doing some digging into my subconscious I've learned that I have an all-or-nothing/perfectionist attitude toward work; e.g. if I have to read 5 chapters and I've only read one, that one doesn't matter at all b/c I haven't read the other 4, or if I'm doing a brain dump/rough or final draft for a paper, I can't write anything down unless it's perfect in my head). I have to constantly remind myself that I'm not thinking about things the right way. My perfectionism is so bad that an essay that I was supposed to pass in over a week ago still isn't done, and I know it's a good paper, but it just doesn't feel good enough. I need at least a 3.5 gpa to even be REMOTELY considered for medical school (I'm pre-med) I can't get myself to study because I'm so used to thinking of things as big, terrifying messes that will cause me to fail. My mom often tells me that I limit myself. She understands why I procrastinate, but I am terrified of telling her how I'm doing in school because I feel like she'll give up on me. (She is literally the perfect mom; she listens to me (usually) and she is really supportive of my love for cheer), but I'm so afraid to talk to her IDK what to do. I honestly feel like a failure right now. I got As and Bs in high school. I have finals coming up and I HAVE to ace all of them. :(:help: