I'm the worst at making decisions. For about a month now I've been on the fence at cheering again. I really do miss it. But I'm going into my senior year (honestly where did time go??) and I actually enjoy having free time and being lazy...
The gym I want to go to is an hour and 15 min away and I don't know if I have that kind of commitment... Agh. My dad already said I can go to whatever gym I want (within like 2 hours) but I just don't know what do.
If I go back I think I'll enjoy it, I have friends on the team I'd be on. But on the other hand I really want to be involved in high school this year.. I'm on yearbook staff which means I'll be at school 24/7 taking pictures and doing interviews and I don't know if I can handle both..
This is all I ever think about....
ETA: I also wouldn't be able to drive myself to my "new" gym.. My car is my mom's old electric car and that car would die on the way there lol. Which would mean my dad would have to drive me, which he's totally okay with, but I feel bad.... Just thinking outloud here.