I'm so conflicted... Can anyone give advice? (read below)
So basically I tried out for school cheer and made it. But I also do allstar obviously, and some of the games conflict with practice dates. Some of the school cheer practice dates conflict too. I'm doing football cheer so it's before competition season but still kinda close to comp season. Some of these practices for allstar I'll be missing are very crucial just so we can get used to the routine and get comfortable with our stunts, baskets, pyramid, etc. I am a flyer and we can't do a lot of things without me- plus I am center so I feel like I have an extra responsibility to be solid and it's going to require extra open gyms to get the stunt good if I have to miss practice. It's also annoying to my group. Overall, I just don't want to miss practice so close to showcase, and comp season. School cheer practices are IMO, excessively long. No, 2 hours is not long, but for school cheer, we will be doing pretty simple stunts and not that complex of cheers, either. Our coach also doesn't really know what she's doing.. She didn't even know what a full up was! I am really considering quitting before football season. I know, that's awful, but I just feel horrible about missing a lot of practice for what isn't really that important. We don't compete, our hardest stunts are *maybe* extensions and barrel rolls. If I quit though, my friends on the team will be really mad, and I'll feel horrible about quitting because they will have to find a fill in for me. I know you should see through w/ your commitments, and I'm not a quitter usually, but I just don't know if school cheer is really worth it.
(Sorry this is practically a novel)..
Thoughts?