On another note, talked to him today. In person after waking him up by calling him. We realized we expected different things when we were together and that my feelings for him went deeper than his for me. He said "I wish it wasn't true but unfortunately it is." about his feelings. He still cares about me and he knows I care about him and he hates seeing me like this. I yelled at him and he was taken aback because I NEVER, not once, ever yelled at him. He said he misses me too but he just doesn't have the same feelings for me as I do him. I would go into more but I just feel like I'm gonna cry while writing this so in conclusion, we're friends but it's rough.