Ugh. Well I feel like my mom expects too much out of me. She tells me she wants me to be my best at everything and whatnot, and I totally understand. But sometimes I feel like she thinks my best isn't good enough. I strive everytime I'm at the gym to get a level four skill (I'm on lvl 3 right now) but it's like, I just can't the skills. Basically, I lied and told my mom I got my standing back on the ground (She hardly gets to watch practices) so that she'd be happy, but I realized that was a HUGE mistake. Because guess what? Tryouts are next week and she's gonna expect me to get on a level 4 team. I'm screwed..